ENTRY : the story of a girl.

have been taking a cab down to school to make sure i was on tym :X wasted my own money only. but today was different since cindy met me again nd we went to sch tgt by a taxi as it was already late lol. OH teachers are all going mad ! they give super many homeworks nd tests that we don't have tym for self-study ? then they complain. @%$#!*&.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVASARY DARLINGG !

hmm ended sch slightly earlier (: went home to change nd waited. 5.45pm to 6.50pm around there ? i thought he'd change his mind ! :X so i went out of the house thinking that maybe i could sit at ws macs study first. how dumb can i get hahas. darling called nd said to meet at downtown :DD we went walkwalk down to the park again ! i like that place alot. we had a lovely lovely time ya !

__ beniloveyou`

ENTRY : it's our secret-

many tests the past week :\ but i 'ponned' school on thursday (the day with 3 sciences in a row) HAHA ! in the morning, there were no buses nor taxis, nd no tym to waste alrd. i got drenched in the rain too ): marmi asked me to go home instead of attending school. anyhoo, if i went school, i'd get suspension alrd lol. oh the maid couldn't find me at the bus stop so i went home myself. then oh my tiann ! i had a very bad stomach upset which was scary >:( then later on for the whole day, i did my textbook-reading according to the different subjects lol (xcept eng nd recess) the rest of the tym i was sleeping or msging :X so i thought maybe i should go out to study ? i went ws macs for awhile. did my reading of notes for bio only, how dumb pls. then decided to go tamp to see darling ! met into gw da ge =) hahahs. so we went tgt nd went home after that. conferenced with jaslyn, jayne nd geraldine about our CME proj. i feel bad not contributing lah ? sigh.

friday tiffany told me that she had mc for the previous day ! nd WE HAD THE SAME PROBLEM which is quite freaky. oh mann, i had no mc for my case. marmi said there was no need to, she'd write a letter for me :X but you know what i fear now. tiffany shared with me about this, im so scared i'd die soon. i don't want to have cancer *cryy. okay enough, i don't want too many ppl to know. hmmm.

skipped cca to go home nd repack camp stuffs, as well as change my uniform nd take out my books. had LOM camp from evening till saturday morning. quite tiring ? (actually its VERY) had to clean up most of the tym for the juniors after games nd food :\ saddening. then went for curia meeting tgt at this church. our school girls kept making up funny talks nd laugh ? effing funny stuffs, esp the sharings by the brother. went home with alena. rushed to meet darling after that at 7 going 8 at nyte =S wahahah. although marmi interrogated me quite a handful of info, she allowed me out at last with a later curfew =) but aww, tym passed fast eh ? finally gave da ge his lil gift (i hope he doesnt mind ba). LOL so paiseh ! lazed in the room instead. went home soon after, darling sent me home :DD yays.

too tired ? woke up late this morning >.< rushed for church class but to no avail. so only attended mass with them. then we headed to 201 as usual for tuition, hahah. syy nd i went tamp pastamania to eat lunch tgt ! it's been a long while xDD then met darling during his break (: we just slacked around, feeling tired nd all :\ I WANT TO SLEEP AH. lol. silly boy kept trying to pokee me ! meanie heh. went home earlier than usual since i didn't meet up with cindy, as marmi wants me back home earlier. i haven't done my homeworks too. HAHA.

____ 28th march is coming ! withlove.
shir dont worry i'll celebrate with u in school kaes ? haha. mickeypoohie forever.

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- natalie ; __ says:
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- natalie ; __ says:
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- natalie ; __ says:
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- natalie ; __ says:
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ENTRY : champagne red roses.

HAPPY SWEET 16 TO DENYSE ON 180306 =D woke up late. packed my room on the saturday noon ! still, it's very unkempt :\ i need more hangers for my wardrobe too. didn't go out the whole day ? kind of boring stucked at home. too lazy to even look at my incompleted homeworks mann.

sunday morning darling walked me to church (: hees. for class, we each had to do this "letter to the Archbishop" thing ? D-U-M-B. hahahah lyk he has the tym to read every single one. nd my awfully terrible, slanted handwriting ! so embarrassing lol. mass with the others after that. then amath tuition at 201 nd off to tamp mall. cindy nd i met for lunch at ljs :DD yummy yums. coincidentally, my family came up too ? but they ate at parkway alrd with some other relatives. marmi called to go home tgt ltr but i went off to meet darling instead ? (oh i realised syy nd jaslyn saw us as they were in swensens :X) so in the end, i went home myself HAHA. had dinner with family - nasi lemak nd otahs (caused me to have terrible stomaches till today).

then marmi had a conversation with me :S
she said "why buy another bag again. fake one ah ?"
darn she knew !
so i replied "ya. of course fake ! real one so ex i got no money buy"
ahahs taken back by my words, she answered "fake then still buy.."
while walking away. then out of the blue ltr, she passed me this SALVATORE FERRAGAMO packaged box ?! omg. something inside. told me that she bought it for me, it was MINE ! HAHA. oh fine, a small dumb (pink nd vanilla) orchidea nd magnolia coloured sling but guess how much. $509.00 !! :X US$305.00 !! SO LALAS MAN.

OH ! cindy ah cindy i spotted you.. tsk tsk -nudge. xP

today's pretty normal ? school-ed. geraldine (adopted dotter), jaslyn (marmi) nd i tried to disturb mr tan's teaching during amath with our new furry hairclip ! LOL. then he picked on jaslyn : "jaslyn, since when did mould start to grow on your head ?" hahahs so mean right. alena suddenly popped me with a gift from new zealand ! so sweet heh. then supposed to go to st pats concert now but some irresponsible person * delayed our tickets so we couldn't make it. it's not our fault lahh ? nd * said "selfish people.. thanks for your support" like wtf ? who is the one that caused all this unwanted trouble nd wasted so much precious time ? i really wanted to go pls. make me effing mad only. even chokky also told me to ignore.

now i'm home slightly earlier ? gnna get things on with studying -nerdd. ehehehhehs xDD need to finish up homework nd there's physics test to study for tmr. bummer. silly me shouldnt be online too often i guess ! lalas.

it's a funny thing to view her blog again so randomly ? not too bad. i never knew our birthdates were so close ! oh myy. then once again, memories rushed back. how i really miss those tyms when lovely lovely people were still in our school (:

it's him nd him nd him. actually it's more than them, those eyecandies. i often think back. why things all turned out this way ? maybe i'm really a difficult person to really understand nd handle. too complex.

then. if only we could turn back tym. but would i still have the same courage ? will i still portray myself as the same person i used to be before, standing right infront of these people who were once so very impt in my life ?

i guess not.

ENTRY : if it wasn't for you-

met up with theDIRECTIONS (excluding beefy) for proj work at simei during the afternoon. it's almost done i guess ? hahas. then jaslyn, geraldine nd i went to tamp mall since they were getting their pretty billabong bags (: then ate at cs foodcourt since we were tempted from greediness ehehehhehs. yum yums ! got my "mee hoon kuay" ; homemade noodles lol. next tym round, we shall have mini chocolate fondue from haagen-daaz ya !

walked ard nd all ? bumped into li-en :DD then we bought coconut drinks at the pasar malam on the way to the bus interchange. it's super funny ! hahaha. i was enjoying mine, whereas jaslyn got the coconut that has no edible 'flesh'. it was hard like a rock, just like what i had a few days before from another stall. then the uncle said it's because she didn't ask for a pretty coconut ? LOL. so both of them shared a second coconut =) oh we attracted quite a number of people to buy coconuts from his stall too eh ? heh.

went home after that. chatted online with some friends nd was on the fone with jon. kind of frustrating having so many msn convos popping here nd there ? ahah oh mann. i remember the conversation with geraldine, jaslyn nd jayne ! hahah we were trying to type like ah lians, but was too difficult "wOrRxXZ" ahahahah.

had morning studying by doing homeworks of physics nd amath with some help from jon. then waited for shir at macs while i had my chocolate sundae (: darling ltr came to sit for awhile too. hees. but i felt bad, because i didn't know what to talk about >:( sigh. then my girl nd i had some personal talks tgt ? even on the train ride all the way till bugis :\ she's such a sweetie ! poor girl with many situations to handle. hmms.

oh i bought a green bag ! ahah. nd next week me nd her gnna get our brown nd grey one too xDD aiyo so many bags ah. i've burnt a hole in my pockett arld ! (nd mum nagged) lalas man. but we had a fairly good tym shopping eh ? lols. we each got a cute yummycake earring too ! then she got this prettaye beaded necklace ((: yeah, then ate some sushis nd snacks before heading back.

she went off first to bedok while i went to find darling for a short while. then i bought bk snack nd went home :X pretty boring lah ? hahs.

darling * imissyou. ahahs you make me smile =) always.
shir * you can feel free to share anything with me, anytym nd anywhere ya ! don't think too much.
jon * thanks brother for your help today ! haha.

ENTRY : with a tinch of magic.

went cindy's place ytd after school nd get stuff. then we headed down to downtown for the chalet. ben brougt us in from the entrace heh. felt kind of out of place ? lol. not too bad lahh. the music was loud ! gw da ge was funny, fooling around haha. i want to see those smoke 'O's again, how cool. anyhoo, we walked around, ate some food nd talked. bbqing skills of hw nd kw - not bad ! (: that's all.

ben, believe me okay ? i really didn't smoke ya ): don't be so sad or angry.
nd don't worry ! i won't think too much. im just confused over some probs, but will be okay de. must be happy alrytes -hugs. lovelove.

today met up with cindy for school's extra lessons ? haha we were late for 15 mins or so. lucky thing was that tcher didn't collect the work i havent done =) heh. then she let us off 30 mins earlier so we went to prata shop ! yummy yum yums lol. rushed back for next 2hrs of amath lesson, after which i had to go meet ms raju to talk about some plan for the sec1s ? so much stuff to do -shakehead-. then cindy nd i went to tamp but decided to go ws macs instead. stupid china people, how rude can they get. it doesnt pay to be nyce to them at all. (we're only slightly racist hahahs) did some work nd ate lol :X i bought us an ice cream each nd then went home. boring aye ?

chatting with lydia (junior), jaslyn (marmi) nd jon (brother).

they said i'm pretty. wow. :X
a very sweet compliment ya
(but embarrassing because i'm not haha).
this year, i received 12 of those compliments by ppl
(if i'm not wrong) haiyo.
ps : dont say alrd wait i have no more "face" lol.
i can bang my head on the wall nd hide.

i am a meaty lobster! says:
i dun wanna see my dotter so depressed
- natalie ; __ says:
lol
- natalie ; __ says:
i wanna see my marmi happy too
i am a meaty lobster! says:
haha

jaslyn my marmi shared some advices hahah. she's so thotful. jon is a super nyce brother ! ahahs. he listened to what i rattled on nd on lyk nobody's business. woahh man. hmmm jon, hurry find a day then we go out study soon kae ? (: help me out where possible if you don't mind.

hahah i have 583 testim0s but i'm wanting more pls ! heehee. so people out there, be nyce nd write me one yeap ? thank you. hahahahs.

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oh my tiann ! my sister is fucking contradicting me. first she's being nyce to lend me her magazines nd bake me cookies nd all. next minute she's all fessed up nd shouting lyk a screwed person. sheesh.
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ENTRY : strawberry smiles-

after weeks of 0 updates, i'm back ! ehehehhehs :DD

280206 ;
me nd my girl's annivasary, happy 8th months ! (: went out tgt in the noon ahahs. there was this pretty brown miniskirt i so like from hula & co. xDD shirleen says it's nyce too ? but not within budget lols. then ltr evening till nyte, met ben at tamp. haha yeah, today is OUR DAY. "wo men de kai shi.." hahahs. cheesecake was yummy nd fun ! darling iverymuchlove (:

040306 ;
went to his house for awhile =) its neat ! haha. then to tamp macs see cindy nd felchy since they had cip. who knows, met into other girls ltr on ? :X lol. ben is nyce, help to 'dongdong' donation :P had our first movie at marina square nd who knows - its row 'A' LOL.

110306 ;
sentosa with marmi jaslyn ! it was quite fun lahh ? everything was perfectly fine until 2 small girls came to 'disturb' us nd my voodoo beachball. then so we had to shift to another spot for sun-tanning lol. there were guys surfboarding, nd one of them named alex, who waved at us nd all ? HAHA. stupid fellas tried to surf right past us ? oh. jaslyn nd i became sunburnt at the end of the day :\ hmmms.

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yeah i better talk about my girlfriend too (wait she'd get jealous or angry lol). we went jogging tgt on one nyte, nd had late walk on another occasion to get food after 11pm. wanted to bump into any policeman but to no avail ? LOL. madness ah. studied at macs nd had nyce chats. our parents are quite alike eh ? those silly matters.